Pick a band and answer only using that band's lyrics. .
Further Seems Forever
1. Are you male or female?
Heaven is waiting for us to find Her in our sites.
2. Describe yourself.
I am the water, I am waves crashing on to you. I am the blank wave, I am the madness, the loss, the dark, the hunt, the cage, the race. I am rejection, I am redemption. I am desire for obligation. I am forever, I could be never if that's what you want. I am the desert, I am the oasis, the strength, the weakness,
for arguments sake. I am rejection, I am redemption, I am desire for obligation. I am one step close for you.
3. How do some people feel about you?
But there, you come, with a smile that'd send any man to his knees. ;)
4. How do you feel about yourself?
I am my only devil.
5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest.
And I feel I've begun now that we're one now. You graciously add to, I graciously add you to my heart.
6. Where would you rather be?
Remember watching the storms from the lifeguard stand? Remember the tingling in my fingertips when I touch your lips? And I recall how you sat on the same side of me. You know it seems that you'd always be on my side -- you're my best side. And it's early June so the sand's still dry, and you have got the boldest eyes. And I can't help but think it's right that inside you it's me I'll find... and I'm still waiting... and sometimes you don't say a thing for a long while. And the ships off shore hold stories that we'd make. And sometimes we are held at bay by these miles. But less of you is more than I can take.
7. Describe where you live.
This winter is lasting forever.
8. Describe how you live.
I spent too many hours, holding up walls, standing in corners, and clenching my jaw. Watching you watching the ones that I wanted to be. Blaming this all on a moment, blaming this all on my views, blaming the mood of the music, blaming it all on you. All on you and me. All on you and me.
9. Describe how you love.
I'm waiting to give you whatever the world may bring. I'd give you my life cause I don't own anything. It seemed like the bottom was all that I had until now... I'd give you my life, if you'd give me yours somehow.
10. Share a few words of wisdom.
The sound now turns to silence, but I'Il keep spinning around, naked in the rain of my own tears, as they fall into the bucket of your apologies, while closing everyone else’s eyes, because your own are shut,not to see the volume rise again.
*dream to make believe*
"dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today."- james dean
3.27.2003
3.26.2003
i'm.
wondering will
you speak and hating
the way i'm addicted to dangling
off of your lips
that i haven't tasted yet
and i cannot i know
i cannot.
and it's not that i do
it's just that you make
me uncomfortable something
dangerous.
and it's not that i squirm
i sit still in my chair
but i feel like a fish climbing
out of my bowl
because the water ain't half
as sweet as
your air that chokes me.
and i'm swinging on the words that don't open your mouth
the glue is stuck and it's dried
and it's not that i'm
going to pry them just to see inside that it's black
for me
and empty, too, because the glue is dried
and the cracks are sealed and it's not
that my hand
will break
them anew.
don't speak
because i'm dangling and i cannot fall
inside i know i cannot
i'm not allowed
i know.
and it's not that i do
it's just that you make
me uncomfortable something dangerous.
because it's poison that wants to fill my lungs
and i'd lick it like honey off my lips
sugar-tongued i'd lick off all that slow sweetness
if i could.
taste those lips i dangle from but i
cannot i know i cannot.
so don't speak.
