and now, for your reading enjoyment, i give you the best lines taken out of context from byakuren nichiroku, the infamous blog of my good ol pal alex dancho. yayy.

Hooray For Taking Things Out Of Context!!!

Anyone who knows me knows I’m a roleplaying game addict.


Like I said, I'll play around with them a hundred times before I figure out what exactly I like.


I strip for free.


You wish you were this cool. And fuzzy, too.


FUCK! THAT HURTS A LOT MORE THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD!


I've got the stamina of a wild boar and the looks of one too!


Come on, everyone's doing it. BOINGaway.


I WEAR A KILT AND PLAY BAGPIPES.


Like, jet plane taking off turns on.


Not to mention my fingers are getting mildly sleepy.


...probably not accurate cos I'm manually pulsing almost every thousand strokes.


Sorry Aa, I just can't wait for natural, routine pulsation.


Do we have a special place in life where we can stroke in peace?


To give my rump a little less bump when I move around.


Bob eats it.


Like, mouth-watering ooey gooey num num tastiness.


It's like they try to be different, with their crazy legs and all.


Everybody's always happy but the Mexicans.


I told her that if she was here, she'd be choking on my haggus.


Wanna lick my shelalie?


I'm still not showered. Ick.


Just screwed shit into shit.


How long do you think it should be?


I must investigate this strange scent.


Ben, I ruv you.


I didn't know fingers could crap.


I was forced to beat Tony at Secret Rendezvous with both hands ductaped around my back on heavy while he went on light.



and that's all folks! i hope you all had as much fun as i did!! wuv u alex!!!

i'm out for one thing and one thing this spring - and that is to prove myself. i've screwed around way too long now, and i've suffered so much for it. there is only one thing that i look forward to during the school year, and due to my laziness and stupidity it will be snatched away from me. and because no one really cares, and suppose i don't make that much of a contribution in the eyes of those whose opinions really matter, i won't get it back. unfortunately, the one final authority could care less, because i really "get under" his skin, and why? for being dedicated? for caring? for helping? for busting my ass to be pushed off to the side and replaced? i never understood why so many people despised this person, especially with the excellent record they have kept and the reputation they maintain troughout the state, but experience it for yourself. mindgames are no fair. check me and the other 5 players that spent their time and money on expensive lessons, and see who is really dedicated, and who is really improving. then you can decide who really deserves your praises and your attention, if you really must function that way. favorites are no good. you treat people like shit, and you get paid for it. and i know i'm not the first to think this way.

will you go out with me?? :(


i know i'd date me if i looked like that all the time

i'm on the phone with steph... and she used to think that a dime sized amount of weed was a dime... and that's almost as cute as me thinking that oral sex meant talking dirty

"you ever see that blue man group? what a rip off of the smurfs... and the smurfs... they SUCK ::collapses::" - homer simpson

i forgot that candles existed for a second upstairs... i looked at the kitchen table, and was like "why the hell did my mom buy a carrot dipped in wax?"

i tried... but it didn't come out nearly as good as the originals:


and thanks for this... i have fans everyone! i didn't make it!!

ladies and gentleman, by request, i present to you a sexual tool (think hoe).

and if that isn't a good ad for atria... i dont know what is hahahaha

rachel requested an ode, or at least a tribute... and you know dammit, she deserves it. so hereeee goes...

oh rachel, you are like the sun, in that you are a ball of hot burning gas in the sky, that heats us up, and causes tall plants to grow... and also, you are a star. what kind of star may you ask? why, a star of many things, you are a graceful giraffe, and you smack balls with such ease you cause an entire gym full of fans to be in awe. they would be even more awestruck, if you were set. but dammit, let me assure you, if i were dave, id set you up like a table at atria, and that's a lot of setting. that's lke, 2 dining rooms full of utencils, that's like... i don't know man, like 45 points a game. that's intense. and although i love stephanie logan, #12, from newtown, i love you more. and i would like my stephanie logan #12 signed volleyball to put in my stephanie logan #12 newtown volleyball designated ballsack. there is space for that ball in my ballsack. i can not wait. oh rachel, how i love your star of david cookies, elf fudgo cookies, guy fauwkes (hottie) celebrations, and movie nights. and how i will always cherish our study hall talks on dykish people that we hate, certain other people, and groups of people... they will move me for the rest of my life. i will always remember britney dobosz thinking the puerto rican flag was really a messed up american flag, and that aqua means water. and of course, mr. moore asking what was wrong with her. aah memories... but that was my ode to you. you are wonderful. you are smart. you can kick my ass in numerous sports. you are hysterical. and most importantly, you are tall. let us share the pants, shall we? and this is for you... a picture of our idol from the BEST college in the world... enjoy:

WoOd24241: yah he's really just a great guy

KristinGayda: lolol

WoOd24241: i kinda wold like to marry him

WoOd24241: have children with him

Jjirish2488: banana nut crunch tastes like.........bananas

i wonder how many stars crashed into those pools...

This goes out to the one I love... the Leenie-Generated Survey



1. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? Supposed to be 6am, but the office knows better than that.


2. IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE? Collin Farrel, he's sexay.


3. GOLD OR SILVER? Silver.


4. WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE CINEMA? Wow... does Leenie really say "Cinema"? Anywho, I saw Old School.


5. FAVORITE TV SHOW? Friends, Battle of the Sexes, Made (soo funny), Simpsons, SP.


6. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST? Usually nothing... No time for breakfast, breakfast food is for the middle of the night anyway... but if I do, I'll have a toasted portuguese roll or cereal.


7.WHAT WOULD YOU HATE TO BE LEFT IN A ROOM WITH? I liked the lysie answer... but maybe Heather Graham, I hate that chick.


8. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE? Nope.


9. WHAT INSPIRES YOU? Music, Friends, Poetry, Surroundings.


10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME? Elizabeth (Anne).


11. BEACH, CITY, OR COUNTRY? Beach.


12. SUMMER OR WINTER? Summer.


13. FAVORITE ICE CREAM? Coffee.


14. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN? Buttered with Salt.


15. FAVORITE COLOR? Silver.


16. FAVORITE CAR? 1955 Porsche 356.


17. FAVORITE SANDWICH FILLING? Cold Cut Trio -- Salami, Bologna, Ham, with lettuce and green peppers. (Subway, howl at me).


18. BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE? I think so.


19. WHAT CHARACTERISTICS DO YOU DESPISE? Insincerity, cockiness, ignorance.


20. FAVORITE FLOWER? Roses, how original of me!


21. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW LONG WOULD YOU WAIT TO TELL
PEOPLE? I don't know if I would... I think it'd be more fun to buy random expensive things and make people think I was dealing drugs.

22. FIZZY OR STILL WATER AS A DRINK? What a random question... C'mon Eileen!! ;) But uhm, Still water for the most part, but Kristin does enjoy Fizzy Cherry-Flavored Water.

23. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHROOM? There's like... 3... but I'm not sure the one I use is kind of multicolored.


24. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? Dos.


25. WHERE WOULD YOU RETIRE TO? America Junior or to my island.


26. CAN YOU JUGGLE? I used to be able to, I don't know about now.

27. favorite day of the week - Friday or Saturday.


28. RED OR WHITE WINE? Vite.


29. WHAT DID YOU DO ON YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? School, Went to lil sis', Bball game..

30. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD? Yesm.

31. SAY SOMETHING NICE ABOUT THE PERSON THAT SENT THIS TO YOU. I love her very much, she is my girlfriend, and she is sexy as hell. She is my other half, we were really separated at birth, I swear. And blushing cheeks are hot right? I think so, and she's hysterical. Yup. How nice was that?! 2089 286 143143 *BFFL* *ILU* hahahahahaha


32. WHO DO YOU LEAST EXPECT TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? I didn't really send it out... so I'd say everyone.


33. WHO IS THE PERSON YOU EXPECT TO SEND THIS BACK FIRST? Definitely you.

yep, i'm filling out one of these survey things, which i haven't done since like 8th grade, but oh well that's what boredom will do to you...



001. Time you started: 4:22 PM.



002. Name: Kristin.



003. Nicknames: Big Sis, Kgasm, Kristy, Kris10, Krs1, Kristinman, Cheeks, Tool, KrisSN, etc.



004. Screen name: KristinGayda.



005. Age: 17.



006. Grade: 11th.



007. GPA: Lower than it should be.



008. Sex: Female.



009. Birthday: January 29th.



010. Zodiac sign: Aquarius.



011. Location: Straford, CT.



012. Weight: Guess.



013. Height: 5'4.



014. Hair Color: Brown.



015. Eye Color: Big Brown. (holla)



016. Siblings: Bobby - 19, Jessica - 27, and of course Anne Marie - 14.



017. Parents names: Bob and Nancy.



018. Hobbies: Playdates, Movies(movie nights!!), Music, Guitar, Tennis, Shopping, Ruckus.



019. Crush: Jigga, please. He's the only one that needs to know :)



020. Girlfriend/Boyfriend: I'm single... even though I go out with Kate Meehan.



021. If you could go out with anyone in the world, who would it be?: Collin Farrel (Even tho he's a manwhore)



022. When and who was your 1st crush?: Alex Dancho, baby! 4th grade.



023. What do you first notice about the opposite sex?: Eyes.



024. Your idea of a perfect date: Anything that is interesting and fun... I don't really care what it is as long as I'm with someone I want to be with.



025. How romantic are you?: Incredibly, I'm disgustingly romantic/emo... ask Anne Marie. hahaha



026. Do you have any pets? Metzee is my dog comma yo... and Dizzo (parakeet).



027. 1 or 2 story house: Dos, but 3 if you want to count the basement.



028. Basement? Yep.



029. Memory you miss most: Wait, then how would I know it if I missed it? I don't get it...



030. If you could go back in time, where would you go?: The best day of my life, or before things got complicated (high school).



031. If you could go in the future, where would you go?: Freshman year of college, I wanna know where I'm going to end up.



032. Memory you would like to forget: There's a lot... :(



033. What'd you do yesterday?: Woke up too late, went to tennis lessons with Dina, went to Danny's but no Maris was to be found, came home and made a diesel pot of soup, iced my arm, talked to Nick on the phone, stayed up being lazy and sick...



034. Last person u talked 2 on the phone: Nick.



035. Last thing you said: "Metzee, get off of my blanket. That's my favorite blanket, dammit."



036. Last song you listened to: Junction 18 - "June and the Ocean"



037. TV show you wish they would re-air again: Beavis and Butthead or Daria.



038. Occupation: Student, Tennis Player, Waitress, Klepto...



039. Dream Car: 1955 Porsche 356 speedster in cherry red (Deenzi Steez)



040. Who would you marry?: Hmm.. I don't know yet. Wait, yes I do. I'd marry Kate/Dina/Maris/Anne Marie/Rachel/Deena/Dez/MY HERO ERICA and any other of my girlfriends... amen. Screw Guys. (that was a joke I sweeer).



041. Have Kids: Nooo.



042. Future son's name: No kids for Kristin.. but if I end up with a son, I'd name him Dean or Caleb.



043. Future daughter's name: - - -



044. Honeymoon: Some hotel room with a gorgeous view of some beaches... that's all ya need :)



045. What are you doing tomorrow?: Tuesday. I'm going to school (I think) and I'm going to sleep in the majority of my classes. After that, I think I'm going to a friend's house I don't know yet... I hate planning ahead sometimes haha.



047. Food: SOUP (for all ya'll that know me), Sakkio Japan Chicken Terriyaki, Sour Candy, and Coffee Icecream.



048. Drink: Depends... Venom (before matches), Nesquik, Coffee Coolatas, and this Cherry Water I buy at Krauzers.



050. Number: 29.



051. Cookie: Those oatmeal ones with the cream in the center... or just good ol' fashioned chocolate chip.



052. Words or phrase you overuse: "Kickin" "Holla" "Howl" "Tool"



053. Toothpaste: It's the kind with the mouthwash in it.



054. Ice Cream: Coffee.



055. Candy: Sour Candy! (Sour Patch Kids, Sour Punch Straws, Sour Cherries, Sour Skittles, etc).



056. Teacher: Mr. Banks! He rocks my world... Maris' too... "wanna squeeze it?" lmao



057. School: Bentley College.



058. Fav. restaurant: Hmm... The Smithy, Bertuccis, or Vazzi's (bc it's the universal date restaurant - holla at me dina maris dez).



059. Radio Station: Radio 104, KRock



060. Type of music: Rock, Emo, Punk.



061. Shampoo/Conditioner: Whatever is in my shower man... I have this Lucky You stuff tho, it smells kickin =).



062. Music Video: I'm not sure... although I hate the guy and his music, the new Moby one with the little aliens is pretty cool.


063. Sport: Tennis all the way! But ya know, I'm the volleyball/wrestling manager, so those are up there along with hockey, football, and baseball.



064. Website: Homestarrunner.com!! Yeaaa Dee!!! Aw-Wite!!



065. Color: Silver.



066. Hangout: Anyone's house besides mine, Mall, Vazzi's, I don't know haha wherever the night takes me.



068. N*Sync OR BSB: Okay, I was a BSB fanatic. I admit it. KTBSPA. Never again.



069. Journal or diary: This is kinda cool... but I've been writing a book. Jadito for life baby.



070. Dogs or cats: Metzee rocks my world ya know she did. Dogs.



071. Dictionary or thesaurus: Thesaurus.



072. Radio or CD's or tapes: CDs.



073. Bell's or whistles: Whistles are fun.



074. Day or night: Night.



075. Friday or Saturday: Saturday.



076. River or Lake: Lake.



077. Sun or moon: Moon.



078. IHOP or Waffle House: I've never been to Waffle House. So I'll go with IHOP.



079. circle or square: Circle.



080. summer or spring: Summer.



081. Fall or winter: Fall... I hate cold and snow sooo much haha.



095. Book or Magazine: Depends...



096. TV or Radio: TV.



097. Half full or half empty: Half empty... I'm incredibly pessimistic.



098. Do you believe in angels? Sure.



099. Aliens: Beam me up.



100. Heaven & Hell?: Sure.



101. God?: Sure... I don't know religion is a really hard topic for me.



102. Yourself: No.



103. Have you ever been on a plane: Yes.



104. Cried in public: Yes.



105. Climbed a tree: Yes.



106. Made out in a Movie Theater: Holla 7th grade "dates" lol. Not anymore though, that's tacky.



107. Met a celebrity: Yep.



108. Met the president: Uhh... no.



109. Been scared to get a shot: Not shots, I just hate getting blood tests. They freak me out.



110. Gotten a cavity: Yea =(



111. Had an online relationship: ...Definitely Not.



112. Did the nasty: I'm still pure haha.



113. Said, "I love you," and meant it?: Yes.



114. Gone skinny dipping: No.



115. Snuck out of your house? Yep.



117. Skipped school? Yes.



118. Not tipped someone: Yes... she was a bitch though.



119. Stolen free samples? Oh but of course, have you ever BEEN to the Big E?!



120. Stolen something from Walmart? Hahahahahahaha... No, but I stole a sign from a shopping cart. (Captain's KEG baby).



121. Picked your nose in your car?: No lol.



122. Lied for somebody else?: Yes.



123. Lied to your parents?: Yes... but I don't usually believe it or not.



124. Broom/mop: Broom, Atria steez.



125. Cold/Hot: Hot baby, ooh baby.



126. Football Player/Soccer Player: Hmm... football players are cocky, ignorant assholes. Soccer.



128. Bee/Wasp: Bee god. (for rachel)



129. Star/cloud: Stars... I'm so emo.



130. Car/truck: Car.



131. Rat/Mouse: Sure.



132. Dog/Cat: Okay I was already asked this... lazy survey maker.



133. Blue/Purple: Blue.



134. Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate like me.



135. Geek or Dork: I'm 100% Dork.



136. Plumber/Trashman: Plumbers make more money, duh.



138. Tall/Short: Taller guys, but I like being short.



139. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Always, I need something to hug ::blushes like Kate Meehan:: but I sleep with my Teddy Bear, Fred, from when I was 2.



140. Last time you showered?: like 2.



141. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?: BLACK! No, Silver silly.



142. How many buddies do you have on your list?: 184 for some reason... I don't think I ever take people off of my buddy list.


143. Do you like this survey?: Not at all.



144. What are the last 4 digits of your number: 8495, 3344, 8842.



145. One pillow or two, cotton or feather? One to sleep, Two for looks... and a pillow is a pillow man, I usually buy mine from Walmart.



146. Last CD you bought: "How to Start a Fire" - FSF.



147. How long are you in the shower?: 15-20 minutes.



148. How do you eat a Reese's Peanut Buttercup?: I don't like Reese's Peanut Buttercups haha.



149. Feelings on abortion: 99% wrong.



150. Is TUPAC alive?: Yea, he lives in my basement.



151. Thoughts on Britney Spears? ... I don't want to think about Britney Spears.



152. What does your screen name mean?: It's my name dammit.



153. Who do you most admire?: A lot of lyricists, poets (Neruda, Cummings), writers (Shakespeare), and honestly a lot of my friends.



154. Right, Left, or Ambidextrous?: Righty.



155. What is on your mouse pad?: It's like a 3d mickey mouse band...



156. What is under your bed?: Mexicans, and Tupac.



157. What time is it now?: 5:09 PM.

"I Like For You to be Still"



I like for you to be still: it is as though you were absent,

and you hear me from far away and my voice does not touch you.

It seems as though your eyes had flown away

and it seems that a kiss had sealed your mouth.



As all things are filled with my soul

you emerge from the things, filled with my soul.

You are like my soul, a butterfly of dream,

and you are like the word Melancholy.



I like for you to be still, and you seem far away.

It sounds as though you were lamenting, a butterfly cooing like a dove.

And you hear me from far away, and my voice does not reach you:

Let me come to be still in your silence.



And let me talk to you with your silence

that is bright as a lamp, simple as a ring.

You are like the night, with its stillness and constellations.

Your silence is that of a star, as remote and candid.



I like for you to be still: it is as though you were absent,

distant and full of sorrow as though you had died.

One word then, one smile, is enough.

And I am happy, happy that it's not true.

those necco sweethearts... why do they come out with worse and worse sayings every year? i mean c'mon... "let's read"?! what the hell is that all about... this pink one here says "e-mail". ok. sure. everytime i hear the word "e-mail" i think of homestar runner saying it... thats a sure sign that i need a life. (even tho homestar runner rock, "aw-wite!!". just ask me or deena).

yep,im belting out "always" by bon jovi right now, and my dog will like it... she may look terrified, but i know she wants my autograph. my voice just cracked. i'm a chick. what the hell.



she doesn't look that scared

pogs rocked during 3rd grade... i loved that stuff. i remember i got this "torpedo" slammer, and i kicked everyone's ass royally with it. it cost me $7 which was like INSANE back then... i think i stole it from my brother actually... you know i really really did now that i think about it. now i feel bad... i'm going to give bobby 7 bucks for it in like 5 minutes - no lie. i'm cheesy like that... anywho, i have a big ol box filled with pogs in my attic - it's funny how something that was the WORLD to you at one point is now just so incredibly meaningless and collecting dust in your attic... how philosophical of me, i know. actually, i really just read a blog entry in aaron's... #58. i was inspired: "[#58] After this is all over, I’m going to feel like that kid who has just spent all of his money — including going into debt with all his friends — to complete his collection of POGs, and then he is either the happiest guy in the world, or he suddenly realizes POGs are totally, like, stupid and pointless. (1:26pm)"



true that.



and you know, honestly even though they probably have no idea, i will read my former alpie friends' blogs and websites and sit back like "wow... i wish i could express myself like that." i'm not going to lie, aaron is brilliant, he seriously has a way with words that i just have never seen anyone have before. and alex, i can relate to everything he ever writes or ever says, i really feel his writing... it's amazing how all of the ex-alpies still are friends and hang out, i actually kind of miss it all. it's kind of depressing to walk in the hallways or sit in a classroom with them and feel like strangers after growing up for 5 years with them... i just hope they haven't forgotten those years. throughout all of the torment, all of the hatred and jealously from other schoolmates, all of the stupid little fights we went through, all of the stupid yet "traumatic" (at the time) events (you know, the save evan club), the cliques, the parties, everything... we all stuck together and really understood each other. it's amazing how "grown up" we all were (or at least thought we were) in our elementary and middle school years. it's really depressing to see that some of us have drifted away and have lost touch, like i have. if any of them read this, which i doubt they will... thank you for making me the person i am today.

explodingdog.com is brilliant.


you are my sunshine

here are some of my favorites ones...

i don't think god likes me very much today

i will change you

these stars are for you

if i could be anything, i'd be a cloud

that's high school physics

this must be what love tastes like

broken things stay broken

i promised myself i wouldn't do this again

look at the stars

is it for me?

i heard about the monsters out there

where did all the rainbows go?

i can't let go

i think i just lost my best friend

i want to know you more

there was nothing i could do

my ring isn't on right now... and i feel naked without it.

twilliams1018: "yeah its no #1 industrial artist in the country" john to me about his grammy lol

KristinGayda: haahaha

KristinGayda: niiice :)

twilliams1018: hahah yeah

KristinGayda: at least he knows dammit

twilliams1018: he's gonna present me the award for best "ct post-apocalyptic space rock" performence lol

KristinGayda: yesss

KristinGayda: because it is

twilliams1018: hahahahahaha and we're filming it too

twilliams1018: its gonna be so funny

twilliams1018: because the 5 nominees will be different songs and it'll be me dressed up w/ a serious look on my face

President Bush was criticized this week for not having a clear stance on the Middle East crisis. You know what? Good! The only people with a very 'clear stance' on the Middle East are the crazy people in the Middle East. I've had it with all of them. Yasser Arafat, don't talk to us in English and say , "I agree to a ceasefire," and then turn around in Arabic and be like, "Hassan, lets do this!" We're onto you. We've got like 2 bilingual CIA guys now, so we know what you're saying! And Sharon, when you are storming West Bank towns and bulldozing people's homes, try not to look like ya love it. Cause you kinda look like you love it. And it's only gonna get worse, cause now, when Palestinians blow themselves up, Saddam Hussein will send their families $25,000. That's a lot of money to these people. They don't have game shows over there. They don't have Fear Factor. Palestinians would clean up on Fear Factor, by the way. They would do very well on Fear Factor. But they don't have it.. So today, President Bush had clarified his world views, saying, "you're either with us, or with the terrorists." Or, you're with the terrorists, but you have oil (Kuwait), or, you're with us, but you hate us (Egypt), or, you're with us, but you fund all the terrorism in the world (Saudi Arabia), or you're 100% with the terrorists, except for one little guy in charge (Pakistan), or you're with us, but you can't really help us (Iceland), or you're with the terrorists, with each other, against us, even though you hate each other (Iraq and Iran).

were my arms too short to ransom you from broken skin and black and blue? unstitch your eyes so you could read this forever. dead and broken, i'm backwards turned to love. my heart in a box i'd send to you, for a sky held up by stars. it's been a long time since i felt the rain upon my head, your varying degrees of grayness tugging the deepest of heartstrings.

music is life. music is MY life. i play like 9 instruments, and have like 800 mp3s and i think im going on somewhere around 250 cds in my collection (holla)... and my music taste rocks, and i don't care what some people (jamie haha) think about it... and you know what? i'm listening to "when your lover has gone" by billie holiday, because hey billie holiday ROCKS. seriously. wow. ok. i wouldn't want to be my friend right about now either...

i'm drinking sierra mist now... and let me tell you, sierra mist rocks. i mean true, sprite would kick its ass in freestyling and producing those phat beats comma yo, and it would definitely tool it in basketball... and true, sierra mist can't go into a bar and be like "i'd like to drink a drink named after me" like 7-up can... 7&7 (yes i'm not making much sense), but sierra mist is so nice and light and crisp - i think sierra mist is an emo version of clear sodas... it probably looks at the rain and cries and looks at the stars and cries and writes crazy emo poetry and listens to fsf on repeat... and i'm not a fan of clear soda, i like my soda like i like my men, or, wait... wow... what am i talking about?

and why are all of my entries about food? i have serious issues

the next person to ask me who the guy is on the left will be shot... how sheltered are you people? JAMES DEAN MANN... DEENZI MANNN... geebus, he's the man, he's gorgeous, and he rocks at acting. if you have never seen rebel without a cause then you should come over and watch it... it's the best movie ever. how many movies are there out there with james dean in them, and a guy that shot puppies, and a chickie run, and bad special effects, and a bad soundtrack, and james dean going "happy easter" to his parents at the police station while intoxicated, and a windup monkey?! just one baby, and i got it on dvd (i love maris)


"dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today."- james dean

"only the gentle are ever really strong" - james dean

"the gratification comes in the doing, not in the results." - james dean

this is a diagram of the sundae i just made...

3 cherries

chocolate jimmies (yep, jimmies)

whipped cream

hershey's syrup

vanilla ice cream

5 or so cherries

chocolate sprinkles (how come the names of those things are so... uhmm)

whipped cream

hershey's syrup

vanilla ice cream


and then i wonder how i gain weight so rapidly?

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I spent too many hours, holding up walls

standing in corners and clenching my jaw.

Watching you watching the ones that I wanted to be.

Blaming this all on a moment,

blaming this all on my views,

blaming the mood of the music,

blaming it all on you. All on you and me.

All on you and me.



Just because you said what you wanted

doesn't make it right.

Just because the moment was heated

doesn't mean that I wanted to fight,

and even though I saw your anger,

even though I saw your face,

the words that you cited were chosen,

not faked, not spoken in haste.

All on you and me. All on you and me.



Just for the moment,

just one more time,

just one more second and we'll be just fine,

this could be just, be just in case it's the last time.

Just for the moment,

Just one more time,

Just one more second and we'll be just fine,

This could be the last time...



Just until sundown,

just one more day I could hold you,

that I could hold you,

Just until sundown,

just one more day I could hold you,

without you,

pushing me away.

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and i suck at poker... i almost lost 15 bucks, but nick won me 3 back :) and for lacking a real plot, and for not being a real movie, "old school" was really hysterical... will farrell rocks

my name is kristin, and i play tennis, and i was queen of the court. yes, that's right, i'm crazy-super-fly, and you should bow down. yep. but i lost at "winners" by one damn swing, and it was all my fault... i hate the world. but i love andy roddick. yayy andy roddick!

^i can do that, i just look sexier
AND I LOVE KATE MEEHAN BECAUSE SHE BOUGHT ME MY LUCKY NECKLACE... YAYYY LUCKY NECKLACE!! i have worn it to every lesson, and have kicked ass for being me... and i owe it to hemp and beads, and no i don't smoke, i'm too straightedge, i'm talking about the necklace silly. i think i'm going to have a very interesting and unattractive tan line from it after the season's up, but i'm dedicated baby... and i can't hit dina's serve, it's faster than a plane from ct to albania, and that's pretty damn fast. why can't i be albanian and a foreigner and look hot in black? WHY DINA WHY?!?! lmao