2.22.2003

Crowd: "SHOW YOUR TITS!! SHOW YOUR TITS!!"

Lead Singer: "Fuck you... you like to see me pissed off don't you. How many girls here DON'T want to see my tits?"

Girls: "YEAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!"

Lead Singer: "So, majority rules, fuck you. And the next time I see Christina Aguilera's tits, I'm gonna be fuckin pissed off."



Evanescence rocked the house just because of that little dialogue... go 5 bands for 5 bucks, or should i say 4 bands for 5 bucks, because breaking benjamin decided to be a bunch of pussies

2.20.2003

for every good thing that happens to me, something has to come along 10,000 times worse... ::sigh:: i think i heard the worst news today, something i thought i'd never hear... i love you mom, regardless of everything we've been through... :'(

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i am the water

i am waves crashing on to you

i am the blank wave

i am the madness

the loss the dark the hunt the cage the race



i am rejection i am redemption

i am desire for obligation



i am forever

i could be never if thats what you want

i am the desert i am the oasis the strength the weakness

for arguments sake



i am rejection i am redemption

i am desire for obligation

i am one step close for you



please tell me when you're through

cuz i may not be through with you

your loss to sustain

but i will remain and true to form

if this were the last breath i ever took

would you take the time to look and would you know



cuz i am the water

i am waves crashing on to you

you could protect me

but you will kill me when you're through

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2.19.2003

oh yea, and suburban cowtipping is fun... seriously, it really is. just ask me, megan, rachel, or chelsea. if you really wanna have a good time, hop in a tempo and drive around in circles really fast in vacant walmart parking lot, and try to hit and knock over as many shopping carts as possible. and don't forget to go home and watch videos that colleges that are really crazy cults sent you, and don't forget to pop in subliminal disney videos about latino culture... thats the best part... the three gay cabelleros - rock on donald, jose, and nameless mexican bird.

since feeling is first
who pays any attention
to the syntax of things
will never wholly kiss you;
wholly to be a fool
while Spring is in the world
my blood approves,
and kisses are a better fate
than wisdom
lady i swear by all flowers. Don't cry
-the best gesture of my brain is less than
your eyelids' flutter which says
we are for each other: then
laugh leaning back in my arms
for life's not a paragraph
And death i think is no parenthesis
- e.e. cummings

well, i've been writing to someone for over an hour, so i'm taking a little bit of a break... god, i really hate this sometimes because i always have so much to write and so little time(patience) to really get it all down...

"I know that underneath this shell you must keep secretly dreaming: dreaming of a better life; of finding love; of unclenching fists to wipe away the tears of someone in pain. I know that if you do not keep your heart tender underneath the bitter shell that you wither into the darkness and become just another instrument of abhorrence."

2.17.2003

sorry about the crazy amount of posts... just you need to understand that i am snowed in and therefore suffering from a severe very extreme case of cabin fever... anywho, can i get an "amen hell yea kristin" to this quiz result? because man... i think thats me pretty much






Which Rocky character are you?

the worst feeling in the world is needing to be close to someone who is so far away, and wishing they knew...

This is where the water becomes shallow, and nothing here is quite as deep as you hoped it would be. You wish the lines were drawn a little clearer. The tides have turned, this drought will burn, and everything is falling out of place, and drying in the sun, - shriveling and shrinking. The hides are turning brown wrinkling and stinging as you bury yourself deep in the dust of the sandiest grave you can find. It's a new desert life. To be reborn again, out of glass and of sand, and you're shimmering and you are clear.

This is where the water is shallow and nothing is as deep as you hoped it would be. And this drought will burn and everything's falling out of place.

And you're glimmering and you are clear.

- fsf

kate says, "micheal jackson is 100% right, 'plastic surgery was not created for Micheal Jackson. All the media is ignorance'. Rock on MJ. Peace and love to you and blanket"

i agree... also, the pirate ship is the best ride in never land by FAR... yayy butterflies!!!

k8 is my ilu*bffl*286 i swear... i mean look at that picture, NORMAL friends dont just take those

i had my second tennis lesson yesterday... and my arm hurts like a bitch. you'd think that after three years of playing that i'd learn by now to STRETCH my god damn arm before a two hour lesson, but nooo im an idiot. plus, i have that freakin tendonitis, so yayy. anywho, sleeping on the love nest is proving to be difficult, because you know that the day after strenuous workouts is always worse than the day of, and i just cant get comfy :( darn the world :( but yea im still testing this all out haha so ya know, this is just kind of rambling on nothing... yay for you if you even read this far :)

2.16.2003

well.. this is my first post ever. i honestly told myself that i'd never make one of these, a blog i mean, bc well i would read other people's and just laugh at them like "what the hell why would you ever want to do this?!" but hey, im a hypocrite to the fullest! holla! ok ill never do that again :) but i swear my entries will be better and more interesting as time goes on, and as i get used to even writing in this style... but right now im snowed in a foot deep, im tired, and im going to sleep in the love nest next to me (those who have experienced it and its penguin sheeted glory will understand its greatness), so ill definitely write in here later... until then though, bbye



"its funny how things work out. the ones we need don't know we're there... if i resent you or oceans, the moon would be wired, pulled to me. i wake up and think dreams are real, i sleep so i don't have to feel. the truth that you can never be, the one person that won't ever forget me... lemme sleep some more..." - armor for sleep